I don’t have the energy to keep this blog updated.
So I gots me some shiny new scales today :D (glass ones in case the pictures aren’t clear enough for you (pun not intended)). I weigh more than last time I checked, but that was on different scales and I did weigh myself just after eating so gonna start weighing myself as soon as I get out the shower, first thing in the morning (it’s more likely afternoon by the time I get up but it’s morning for me so hey ho) and hopefully that number will start going down.
I made the mistake of going food shopping straight after my exam today. Huge, massive, ginormous mistake! I was completely out of it, pretty sure a couple of people though something was wrong with me. I was in a complete daze! So, while yes I did get what I needed (my scales, some lettuce for my salads and some healthy stuff to munch on (more on them another day)), I bought £15 worth of crap food which is not good at all because now I know that it’s there if I ever feel the need to binge which happens a lot! Urgh not good! Plus I got informed that my dad’s gonna be in the area this time next week which means I’ll have to go out for dinner with him. I’m never gonna lose any weight at this rate!!
Anywayssss kudos to anyone still reading! Just to let you know exams are over wooo so I can spend some time filling my queue in case I have another bad day like the other day and everything in it gets posted meaning you guys don’t see all that much from me.
Loves you all x
Sometime I look at some of the people following me and find a completely unrelated blog, like you get other people like me (depressed, suicidal, hating on their body) but then you get a reallllllly random one. I don’t know why but it makes me curious about why they don’t post similar stuff because for me tumblr is my way of letting out all this stuff because I can’t do it in real life, so if they relate to my tumblr enough to follow me, then why aren’t they bloging similar stuff? Where’s their outlet?